Friday, February 8, 2008

for you, but maybe not

maybe i am missing umaybe not
just ur voice and lovely smile in my
thought..yet i dont think i think so much …maybe i am missing the feeling of
missing u..maybe i am angry… maybe not;just too many questions too many
thoughts…wudnt it be gr8 if i get rid of all
expectations….. hmm maybe thats possible… maybenot….how i wish u express urself inslightest,so to make my heart warm and me happy…maybe one day u will do … but then
maybe not…..so i am torn in between …angry ands
erene ;sad & happy ; thinking so much yet
thinking so less.how i want to give u so much yet want
as much as well…shud i stop wen i dont
get much..am i selfish or am ihurt..do i expect too much
or are my expectations just…how i wonder if u will say wat lies in
u or maybe u dont feel as much as i do….that is y u dont say things that i
do…..maybe i am wrong….maybe not …i think too much…i know .. but thats
the way i am…too much love…too much hurt…too much
to everything…boy of extremes…i can only offer u that :: passion : …my elixir… my poison……nothing less nothing more….there is hope … yet its thinning day
by day…speak up is all i can say…maybe its fruitless to expect … maybe
not…..how i wish u understand ur sooimportant to me…in my life , in my heart …. u r my
very soul….and maybe one day i will listen u
speak wat u feel….maybe some day that serendipity i will
witness…...but then… maybe not….

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

We Used To Be...

these sweet couple who dance under the moonlight...

these funny friends, who laugh at each other...


....i just dont know, why i felt out of love
but i miss him...





LABELS : prince

Monday, February 4, 2008

my frog prince...


so, it's still me....


i dont wanna complicate things more for you


that's why i had to let go...


but after all this years,


i still recieve this everyday messages from you :


princess, mahal na mahal parin kita...


sana pag-balik mo ako parin ang mamahalin mo...



ive hurt you so many times...


over and over again...


why dont you STOP?


...i no longer love you


i didnt love you, even just for once


selfishly, the fact that you know


i was only using you to cover up the pain i had with my ex.


its still me, your hearts been shouting for...


im sorry... i said i dont wana hurt you anymore.


if only what you're feeling right now, is what the person i love feel for me...


but not...


its always the same way around.


but what im thankful is...


YOU are just one of the few people, i found REAL...