Free Day!

So i was given a special day off incentive from my boss last 31st of March for reaching my monthly goal! :) and what better way to spend it? is with my Ungas. Went to Mall of Asia to just look around. As usual, i end up buying some cool jeans and a jump suit at Tomato! Who couldn't resist? they're both 50% off! (will post pics soon)

And guess what I have found for dessert?

currently my ultimate favorite dessert! :))

This is heaven in my mouth.

And here's what we had "Blueberry with Vanilla Crepe"

and we just have to watch the sunset... such a beauty :)

Will try to update my blog from time to time though... :))

August 8, 2010

You were supposed to be celebrating your 56th birthday today.

I miss you so much Papa, i just want you back in my life now! It still has not been easy this past 9 years. I've been through a lot, I've conquered a lot of battles and still it's all because you were there for me. I always believed that you are with me wherever i go. You are such a great man, and He took you away from me. :(

Though i believe that everything happens for a reason.

I know that you can see that i'm a big girl now. I hope your proud of your only little girl. I've accomplished a lot and you are my inspiration all through out this years.

Papa, Happy birthday! thank you for all the things you have done for me! :)

I miss you so much Papa!

Love Lots,

Baby Daizylie :)

August 8, 2010

I haven't written here for awhile. Just busy gathering my thoughts and trying to put it together into one piece.

So let me start with what's happening in my life now. I just turned 22 last month :) and had a fun celebration with some good friends (but i still hoped i celebrated it in Cebu). Luckily, i'm still in the same job for the past almost 3 years now. No progress yet i can say, well probably because i'm still wishing i'd get a job abroad. Something than can help me EARN instead of SPENDING my money. Honestly, i don't feel fulfilled. I want a house on my own, a car, and a business. How can i get those? i don't know! :(

FEELINGS

Yesterday i suddenly became very emotional just because i didn't get to buy a banana because he was tired to pick me up at the Jeepney station somewhere. Well, it wasn't really just about the banana, my heartaches all came in together and i broke down. For some reason, i pitied myself. I felt like I've been making other people happy and giving them all they want to the point that they have forgotten to make me happy too. I am strong woman, but please don't forget that I am human, I have feelings too. I am not asking anything in return I just want to feel important to you. I want to see you working hard, giving out the best that you can for me. Even if you have this flaws, it would all sum up to the fact that no matter what: you are you and there is nothing I can do about it, though I know I've tried to change you in different ways. I still and would continue to love you.

ANNIVERSARY

So, it's official. HAPPY ANNIVERSARY to us. Just 12 months ago the only thing we planned was to watch a movie (as FRIENDS) but suprisingly the day ended with us falling in love with each other. I never regret any decision i made this same day last year. I only wish that we still continue to grow in love and trust each other. I love you and it feels so amazing to be loved by you too. ♥

i met UNGAS...

i haven't written in awhile, a lot has definitely changed in my life. Now, i'm in love with a very passionate man. Yes, i have been waiting for him for so long and it took us 3 years to finally admit to ourselves that we are really in love with each other. No words can describe this one great man, the only thing that's important to me right now is that i love him ☺

9 months and i wish this would last long. i trust him and i know he is not going to hurt me i hope it would stay this way.

i can't believe you're here with me now

i never thought i needed someone like you

but you are like my own personal brand of heroine

and i could just not last a day without you!

im so happy to have you in my life!

im not letting this one go!

i love you so much!!!

D Day!!!

July 21, 2009

My 21st bday… I woke up unhappy. There are a few things I’d regret that I didn’t do. The chances that I should have taken, but I wouldn’t be where I am right now if it wasn’t for some tough decisions I made. I’m a grown up now. Old memories came rushing back to me last night; I was looking at my old baby pictures. I remember how it was happy to be a child back then, the innocent princess… I started to miss my family again, mostly my papa. Wishing if he was only alive, id surely be in a different place right now and id surely be happily celebrating my bday with my family back in Cebu, but everything’s so different than it was 9 years ago.

My bday's almost over, and the only person that really matters for me to greet me right now, even with a simple sms is my mother, but she did not even manage to do so for whatever reason, maybe because she is still mad at me... or DID SHE FORGET THAT I WAS EVEN ALIVE?

After all I’ve been through, I’m so thankful for what I have right now. I’m totally blessed by God and so is my family. Problems have been coming from time to time but then I still have the courage and strength to conquer it. I’m getting older each and everyday, a lot of time has been wasted. Right now, i just want to succeed in every career I’m going to take. I want to love myself first before anyone else, and I wish to still be strong in the next years to come… Happy Birthday to me!!!